What My Life was Like Before I Met Jesus

Empty and Lonely.

I was always alone even though I was continuously surrounded by party's, friends, family, food, drinks, fun, money, fashion, cars - I felt unfulfilled, without reason to exist. Every day I had no idea why I was a live and why I existed. Even family members could not get close enough to comfort me. It felt like I was in a well nourished dry spring. But, it was the well nourished spring that made me feel like the desert more and more. Like the money, friends, family, fun, all looked like it was the thing to have to live, yet they kept draining me more and more each day.